Went on facebook this morning. The first post I saw said it was going to feel like -41 today. WHAT!!!! The second post I saw had a photo attached. It was a view from a balcony looking onto a beautiful quaint town hanging off a rugged coast, surrounded by palm trees. It was Chris Fry's post from Sayulita. The little Mexican town that Chris is soon to marry in. Gord and I were so stoked to have the opportunity to be invited. On October 1, my parents and us had chosen this awesome cabin right on the beach. We were bringing the kids and it was going to be awesome. We were suppose to leave February 5th.
The level of disappointment I'm feeling right now is beyond my own comprehension. I get that life isn't fair, but seriously.... I was shaking my fist towards the sky.
Then I found myself driving to my message appointment. "Gone, Gone,Gone," by Philip Philips starts playing. Talk about rip my heart out. I start gushing with tears. I think to myself; I probably shouldn't be driving right now. By the time my session is done, I find myself at peace again, feeling grateful that I can afford a massage, live in a warm house, can afford a nanny and put gas in my car.
I wonder when my life will start to make sense again....
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