Saturday, 4 January 2014

First step

Hi, Welcome to my blog. This is my fist step. Stepping out into the world. My husband of 7 years recently passed suddenly of a heart attack at 36 years of age. In an instant I became a single mother of 2 beautiful boys. My world has been rocked beyond my own comprehension. I spend my days wrestling with my new reality trying to find understanding, trying to find meaning. I find myself grasping and clinging to anything that will bring me hope. I have this gift, that has been dormant since my tumultuous teenage years. It pours out of me before I even have a chance to reflect. It is cathartic, an adrenaline rush, a high... to release. It gives deep satisfaction and brings new meaning to my life to know I may use this pain for good... to possibly inspire, provoke emotion...provoke thought. So, please feel welcome and invited to walk with me on this journey; be prepared for an adventure, an adventure of the soul.
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  1. Unknown5 January 2014 at 18:53

    Can't wait to read more

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  2. Anonymous10 January 2014 at 08:03

    Jen, this is Marilyn here (Falls), your mom gave me this blog to see, I intend to read it as often as I can. I want you to know i am thinking of you and sending you positive thoughts, I dreampt about you the other night so you are on my mind. I have not seen you in many years but my heart simply broke when I heard of your loss. so tragic and unexpected, not the plan at all. I wish you strength as you journey through this and know people are with you and your husband's spirit is with you all the time I am sure, watch for signs from him. He will find ways to show you he is around you if you open yourself to seeing those signs..
    take care

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